#i am healed....
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just a lot of the axolotl :] and that bitchass triangle
#edit: this isnāt billfordš i was honestly moreso expecting people to think this was axobill. itās not that either but still#the art gallery#gravity falls#the book of bill#also design for the orb of healing light :] yea itās based on an ophanim. I am not thr first person to have this idea but I tried to ma#tried to make it original#the visual of Literally An Angel wearing a lanyard was just really funny to me
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one day youāll yearn for the person you are now, to tell them, "hey, look, it turned out to be okay" and "iām so grateful youāve held on" and "things just worked out somehow". youāll want to hold their hand and give them the wisdom that the future is actually better, and you know it because youāre living it. but you canāt reach through time like that. the only way to bridge the gap between the you of today and the you whoās doing better, is to hold onto the hope that they exist.Ā
#late night clarity if u will#staring at a blank wall thinking about who i used to be#and wishing i could comfort her like this#i'm so grateful to her for staying alive and allowing for me to live#as i am#the healing (starts here)#growth in the self#comfort kindness family
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I saw a lot of smoker airplane drawings and theads lately and it bewitched me (and cucumber bro) body and soul
#mxtx#svsss#cumplane#shang qinghua#shen yuan#my art#moving to bsky healed my art block#y'all should all come relax under a wide blue sky with me#I am no longer asking
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The dog days are over.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#The childhood flashback is one of my favourite scenes in MDZS and yes I am disapointing myself in how little I am covering it.#If it is any consolation...I'll be bringing JYL's piggyback scene into another comic later on.#There truly is something so specific and yet resonant in the way our bonds as children feel so deep.#But the world doesn't stay as small as it does when you are a kid. The problems you argue about get bigger and more serious.#You still hold so much love for this person despite how much you want to throw hands with them.#To have such a complicated history with someone and then fall apart...You always think you have time to heal the wound.#Why wouldn't you! You've never had anything but time with this person. A brother not in blood but in true and genuine bond.#And then the fucker dies! It's horrible and sudden and the last words you exchanged were cold and awful!#What do you do with those dead end feelings? What do you do but grieve bitterly and angrily?#There is no resolution for all the love you wanted back. There will never be an opportunity to bridge the gap between you.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. Because you thought you had more time.#If anyone dares say Jiang Cheng didn't love WWX I'll be the first to fire up the powerpoint presentation on why he absolutely does.
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Long day..
#I ended up making this as a stress relief#I was going to work on other things that day but this is what I ended up with and I am glad. Father heals me#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#genshin impact#arlecchino#genshin fanart#arlecchino fanart#human art#red#monochrome
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GUESS WHOāS GOING TO BE A TATTOO APPRENTICE
#ramble#AAAAAA#i am doing a little dance#tbh i haven't felt great about my art recently so the artist saying 'you know what you're doing. you'll be fine' was so healing akdhshd
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RIP Annabeth, I just know Percy sacrificing himself for you, after knowing you for a week, after telling you that youāve done more for him this week than his father ever has, is permanently altering the brain chemistry of your avoidant attachment self
#epitome of the quote: there is something really healing about being loved#which is from a book I CANT REMEMBER SO I CANT LOOK IT UP PROPERLY#let me know if you guys know what Iām talking about#i just know Percyās actions had her on her knees#what is this? unconditional love?#is this why people make friends?#i am lovable?#this is amazing#oh shit my new friend is about to die#Iām so normal about them (Iām lying)#pjo#pjo spoilers#pjo tv show spoilers#pjo series#pjo tv show#percy jackson#annabeth chase#Percy and Annabeth#mine
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you will never guess who my favorite anw character is (DIFFICULTY IMPOSSIBLE)
#i am not immune to heterochromia curly hair dev propoganda.#I FEEL SIIIIICCCKKKKK#I NEED HIM TO RETURN TO HIS HEALING ARC#PLEAEEAEAAAAASSEEEE#///#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#a new wish#fop a new wish#fop dev#fop fanart#dev dimmadome#fop dev fanart#fop anw#my art#ohmaerieme
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Another pencil nā paper doodle from earlier this week - I feel like I say this every time I draw any of the characters from Heartless sdgsj but this might be my fave Eira Iāve drawn to date šāļø
[DO NOT EDIT OR REPOST TO OTHER SITES / ACCOUNTS] ā»ļøreblogs are lovely tho!ā»ļø
#artists on tumblr#abd illustrates#heartless#eira hale#when he š¤āļø#in times of stress (it is election time here in the uk) i cannot lie doodling eira is v healing#also: i am v v happy with his expression and his hairrrr#i havent been able to draw much at all for a while so im extra proud of how this one turned out yay
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i am holding my loneliness and she is a teenage girl with puffy eyes, and i love her more than i have ever loved anyone
#i really am healing#itās beautiful#my past self#i adore her#she deserves to be loved#diary#writing
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My followers: And is this āwritingā youāve been āworking onā in the room with us right now?
#writing#writeblr#writer things#writing humour#textpost#writing humor#relatable#funny#I genuinely am writing for the first time in a long while#but itās uh itās for an angst fanfic for a fandom one wouldnāt expect fic for necessarily#and Iām embarrassed but Iām not because itās good but youāre never seeing it itās between me and my ao3 when I finally do finish it#itās at 6000 words but fr thatās the most Iāve written on a single thing in a long time and itās still going!#last time I wrote/finished anything in forever was also for this fandom back in November <3 nature is healing#itās slow going but Iām hoping to finish it before June š
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I donāt talk about my love for Kira Nerys too often because. Look. I think if DS9 handles anything well, itās Kira, hands down.
Her character development is a work of art. She is so traumatised, so angry, so beaten down and STILL FIGHTING at the start. She struggles so much with her PTSD, with the idea that she is ever allowed to be in anything but attack modeā¦
And then, slowly, gradually, she becomes a whole new person. She laughs, she smiles, she makes corny jokes, she does dumb fun things for the sake of enjoying herself. She has friends, she has a family, she is surrounded by love and joy and HOPE.
Even in the middle of second war, sheās DIFFERENT now. Sheās not the same miserable angry person she was, afraid to let go of the vigilant surivival instincts that kept her alive for so long. Sheās come back to life as a person who has something to live for.
She has done terrible things. Her hands are stained with blood. She is never going to be able to forget her trauma or the suffering, both her own and that of her people, nor the suffering she inflicted while fighting for her freedom. But she recovers. She heals. She carves out an existence where she is truly, genuinely happy to be alive.
I donāt need to talk about Kira as much as some other characters because this all happens on screen. Itās right there, and itās beautiful and perfect.
Kira Nerys goes from a person who cannot conceive of herself outside of the horrors she has suffered, inflicted, and fought against, to someone for whom her trauma is just one part of the larger picture, a piece of a rich and vibrant tapestry that is now filled, overwhelmingly, with joy.
Kira Nerys is like, hands down, bar none, one of, if not THE best characters Star Trek has ever created. I love her so much. She is just, completely and utterly perfect, especially in her flaws.
#stella talks#star trek ds9#star trek#kira nerys#.but see I donāt feel compelled to write fics about Kira.#.because I think her writing on the show is already pretty damn close to perfect.#.thanks in no small part to Nana visitor absolutely locking in on exactly who Kira was and should be.#.like she isnāt perfect because sheās flawless.#.sheās super fucking flawed.#.but sheās perfect because she is so flawed and so human and she grows so much and learns to thrive again.#.and god her whole character is justā¦ sheās perfect okay.#.I love her so much I love her I love her I love her I love her.#.like the reason School Live is my favourite manga.#.is because it takes these deeply traumatised kids and then slowly. gradually. shows the#.shows them finding hope and reasons to live and learning to thrive in an absolute nightmare.#.the epilogue made me cry because it showed that they had found ACTUAL HAPPINESS after the hell they endured.#.I am such a sucker for stories about people learning to heal from trauma okay.#.and Kira Nerys is built on a foundation of trauma and she goes and builds a fucking castle on top of it from all the love inside her.#.I canāt emphasise enough how much I love her.#trek meta
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god, i wish i knew you back when i was a kid / but when you stare into me now, it feels like i did
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#jjk leaks#fr anon thank u fr the request i am once again emo thinking abt them#n denial fv....god end me put me out of my misery#itfs context makes the lyrics more . healing n hopeful as opposed to wistful and lonely :'<#'everything around me looks so different now / yet everything about me wants to show you around'#PLS PLS PSLPSSLPS ILL CRY ILL DO ITTTTT#anyway emo hours aside original plan was striped shirt yuuji but i gave up smile#put him in white t shirt jail yet again sighs i feel like i do tht with him so often.....#like kid megu that's just his canon outfit but yuuji i wanted 2 get a bit more creative. task failed :(#hes got mismatched socks n scuffed knees but thats abt it#i often think abt how in official art they always put gojo in a gd white t shirt and i go smh but then here i go#pot kettle etc etc#megumi voice whatever!!!!! white tshirt in sunlight Looks Good sue me#pls enjoy them :'> anon i hope i delivered
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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.
except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?
at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.
except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.
about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.
he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.
#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag#writeblr#it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal#fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy#im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind#and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes#2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh#im sure there are people who have this experience normally#but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists#when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful#once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large#but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes#but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes#people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism#but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY#and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in#i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change#was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL
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ummmm hey guys. the fade prison is.... the black city, right? the fade prison is the black city. we know that the fade prison is the black city. or at least part of the black city based on what we saw as rook when we were inside. we know the evanuris were locked in fade prison..... which is the black city. solas and lavellan are in the fade prison. solas says he is going there to study and try to heal the blight. they are in the black city together except when we see them there in the epilogue the background isn't black its......
#AM I INSANE OR MISSING SOMETHING??????#MAKER AND HIS BRIDE IN THE GOLDEN CITY???#ARE U SHITTING ME?#to be not delusional for a sec i understand that his other endings also have a golden background#i would interpret this as a suggestion that depending on the state he enters he is more or less likely/willing to study and#possibly begin to heal the blight#i was honestly so intrigued by the choice of YELLOW for this bc the lighthouse sky isnt yellow#the fade sky is usually green#like it felt so random#am i insane????#yall can tell me if im being insane#solavellan#solas#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#da:v spoilers
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So I finished orv
#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omniscent reader#kim dokja#orv#orv fanart#Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint fanart#My art#Drawing#Sketch#And uh I was fully expecting it to be the most tragic and depressing thing that I'd never recover from but?? It ended on a positive note???#That's NOT the impression I was getting from the fandom š#I mean it was indeed the most tragic and depressing thing I read but the last chapter healed me idc#Like the ending literally depends on us readers š¤Ø so I choose to believe everything is great and they live in a big house together#But yeah IT WAS SO GOOD IT'S CRAZYYYY I can't recommend it enough and I am forever changed#Don't be scared read orv guys.........
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